Friday, June 26, 2015

1 - The New Version of Me

The new me... 

       
Have you ever experienced to be bullied and you can’t even do anything about it? Sometimes I pity myself for experiencing it because I feel weak and I’m like nobody. It was one of the ugliest parts of my life. Because of it, I told myself that it shouldn’t be happening to me. I know that I am strong enough to be bullied just like that. So what did I do? I change for the better.

            As I grow up, I tried to be more courageous and resilient not only physically but emotionally too. I practiced to more self-governing and responsible. I knew that I’m not a child anymore that’s why I do my best to be more mature. With the help of people around me, I was able to mend myself. As a result, I gained lots of true and nice friends. We have the same interests in life and we connect like brothers. They don’t torment me anymore instead, they protect me whole-heartedly. Of course, my family was there to support me all the way. They were my inspiration with all the things that I do. And lastly, our God was there to guide me. From all the hardships I have encountered, I have proven that He will never say to me. I have strong faith in Him and I promised myself to be His servant forever.

            I am so livid with my past. But I have learned that you don’t have to adjust yourself just to please others. You have to do it in your own will without no one dictating you what to do. The people around you will only serve as your help but the actual action of betterment is in your hands. You don’t have to curse the people who have wounded you. Yes, they might have hurt you but things happened for a reason. Maybe, it happened to you because God wants you to learn something from that experience. All you have to do is trust God and all His plans.

            Now that I am in college, I try to focus on my education. I swear to myself that I will make all the bad moments of my life as a drive to succeed. I will mold myself to be a worthy person in all aspects. That person that they bullied before will no longer be that person. He’ll be the person who has big dreams and real goals to achieve. And that is me. A new person for his new life… The new version of me…

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